Talk:Shokuhou Misaki/@comment-208.87.146.227-20200424151434

Misaki to me is like a regular telepath,she understands others better than she does herself which although is sad makes for good irony. She, like the others, is a coward but unlike them she repeatedly refuses to understand herself. She spent her young age in a lab focusing only on her powers never having enough time to study who she was. She makes repeated reference to her lack of understanding, always saying she doesn't know why she does certain things. NTR22 was the most obvious,even though she knew what she did was wrong she didn't make a move to change things. She met someone who opened her up in the past but said person died so she put up a facade to hide her true self that she didn't know about, she focused more on understanding people than herself all so she could blend in without standing out and keeping them at a distance,you know how Ghouls in TG does. Her rules are derived from her personal issues and trauma, so she stands by them but she also doesn't have a problem with using others for her own gain cause she doesn't open up to anyone. She unintentionally got attached to her clique but she still keeps them at a distance cause she uses and controls them for petty reasons. She needs someone she can't just undo a delicate conversation with; She has lots of friends, and she cares about them but none of those can just say "I know you need help, talk to me" because she'll just erase their memories about it and act as normal She only sees herself as an emotional support for them. She is a coward, she can't trust anyone unless she brainwash them and or understand every minor motivation they have. That's why she can't be helped, she's literally blocking everyone that may try to help her, besides Touma and Misaka. It hurts to see her do it but you can't really blame her for her trust issues. She never gave a genuine smile to anyone because she's never opened up herself to anyone. Misaki is kind to Touma, she understands him better than all the rest girl before Othinus, she would prioritize he's happiness over her's(except NTR 22) and she is patient, she doesn't push her feelings onto him but her Touma thing is to me just her imprinting,she uses Touma as a source of power to sweep away all her problems without facing them,he's just a way out for her. This all falls in line with Touma as a plot-device and her prince.

I found her relationship with Misaka to be her best moments cause you could say those were the closes she ever was to showing who she is underneath the mask, Misaka is her understander,the only one who she openly shows how vulnerable she is on the inside

Even though the epilogue of reverse was lackluster to most it was fun for me. It was to me like a test to her and Misaka fellow fans. Asking if they truly understand them to know how they would react.

1) Would Misaki erase Misaka's mind

2) Would she avoid the talk

3) Would they talk about it