Talk:Accelerator/@comment-25093611-20150202202234/@comment-5230978-20150204155241

his understanding wasnt the "want to be together"-part, what he understood was what it meant to truly protect someone, right after he had that the wings came out black but turned white a moment later...

He undestood he truly wanted to protect LO in vol 21 and yet he didn't awakened, so he fully undestood it or accepted it in vol 22. And truly want to protect someone and being always that someone are deeply connected thoughts, especially in Accel's case, and they ergo the same thing. It's not a coincidence that Accel awakened after he ammitted his desire to be with for LO. Everyone understood this simple fact as the novel couldn't be more explicit.

this cant be used in NT10, he came to touma and spoke normally, used his powers and than activated them, i dont think that he realized something a that point

If you don't think doesn't mean he didn't. It's quiet obvious. Just like with the understanding of him wanting protect LO and stay with her wasn't full in vol 21, he undestood in NT 6 that he can do things Touma can't, but admitting he is not inferior to him is another level of understanding/admission and completes his previous one. Again, it's just like in vol 22.

btw, i agree, the good emotions are the trigger to activate them, his good emotions have mostlikley be the fact that he protected touma from the LVl5's (and mostlikley doing what LO/sisters wanted from him, since i dont think he would do that stuff without them begging him) ^_^ that makes it "consciously" :D

This point makes no sense. He wanted to save both LO and Touma consciosuly, so if your point was correct, it would make even the first white awakening conscious, but it clearly isn't. Accel has not even showed or implied to understand the mechanics of the awakening so he must not even know emotions are the trigger. If he had know, he would have used it against Kakine in NT 6 and nothing happend that could have given him further understanding of the Awakening between NT 6 and NT 10. And there is nothing saying he was asked the help Touma by the Sisters, as they are probably oblivious of what was happening (the Will knows but she clearly doesn't share her knowledge with the Sisters). He deeply cares for Touma's sake on his own and we already clarified this point in another discussion.

We dont know, but how i see it, if i would be accel i would go to 100% and let myself be defeated so that AC doesnt shakn in their decisions between "sending" or "not sending" using white wings and failing would be his only way to increase the chances that they wouldnt send more Lvl5's

Again, AC well knows he can't control the awakening so even if he didn't use it they wouldn't have even thinked to use it as excuse for a possible punishment. And if his intention was really to fake using his 100% it would have been much more logical to awaken from from the very beginning. If he was able to control awakening and AC learnt about it they would have undestood he wasn't serious and they would have targeted he loved ones.

''why should it be so impossible? awakening is shown to act on a much more instictual lvl than other things, it had to do with his emotions, and if he does what he truly wants to do he showed in Vol.22 that he can control the wings and the inexplicable force without any training (i would even say as if they are "a part of his body")''

Instinctively and consciosuly aren't the same thing. He demonstrated great control of the wings even when his mind was a mess in vol 20 because, as you said, they are "like a part of his body" (even Rensa was able to move them at will), and he can only uses the unknown power to fly, but he doesn't know the mechanics and he didn't show to be able to consciously use it in other ways (he is similar to Gunha in this sense). Only because he demonstrated a small control of his awakening, it's logical that he can know awaken, the most impont thing after fully controll its power, at will? When there is nothing implying it and when what happened in NT 10 was essentially the same of vol 22? No, it really isn't.